This post is dedicated to my amazing husband Michael Graham Smith! :) I just have to express that I feel so lucky to have him! He is out of town right now, has been for the last 2 weeks, and is coming home on Sunday! I couldnt be more excited!!! I have missed him so much! It totally stands true that you never realize what you have until its gone (even just out of town :)! It has been a good time to really notice and think about all the things I never realized I would miss about him- like songs that remind me of him, switching our toothbrush head for mine, just having someone to be with and hang out with all the time, giving me little compliments on how i look or something i've made, his smell, his excitement about little things, and the list goes on and on. I love the anticipation of waiting for his phone calls and getting so excited to talk to him. I love knowing that we are partners working together to be happy and live the gospel (even though we are far from perfect :). I love knowing that he will be the father of my children... i feel like i have so many faults that will effect how i am as a mother, i need to be so much more patient and gentle and just having charity in general, but when i look at him i am in awe at what a good dad i know he will make- He will be so cute holding our sweet new little baby, and then when she (and the rest of them when they come) will have so much fun playing with him as kids because he really is just a kid at heart, then when they get older he will know how to discipline firmly but still be so loving and not angry so they will want to follow him and because of his amazing example! He is always so positive and looks on the bright side of every situation, he always peace and is always the first one to say i'm sorry (i'm definitely trying to work on that!!!), and he is constantly making me laugh! I couldnt ask for a better best friend, husband, and partner! So thanks so much babe for always being there and loving me no matter what!! I was looking at some of our old pictures the other day and came across this one from our honeymoon at Disneyland- almost 3 years ago!!- and i could not stop laughing so this is the one i wanted to post even though he'll want to kill me for putting it up- he he heee!!!
6 months ago